And you shall ask your self...

...should I or should I not ask?

Maton Tune, originally uploaded by Lam-T.

What I want to ask is why the emails stopped and where the CD is.

But I also want to ask why the cunt arsed lying bitch faced cunt prick lovely faced liar started emailing me with such warm regards in the first place when he has a real life girlfriend at home.

This is not the first time I have been on the other end of a sin of omission and it is making me very cranky.

(The photo is of a Maton and it is a very beautiful guitar)

A destination known

What gives, what helps
The Intuition
I'll know, I'll know
(Oh) I won't have to be shown
The way home
And it's not about a boy
Although, although

They can lead you
Hide or reveal too

A destination known
Only by the one
Whose fate is overgrown
Piecemeal could break your home
And have
A love is not complete
With only heat

They can tease you
Break or complete you

And in came a heatwave
A merciful save
You choose, you chose
Poetry over prose

A map is more unreal
(Oh) Than where you've been
Or how you feel
And it's impossible to tell
How important something was
And what you might have missed out on
And how it might have changed it all

Did I, did I
Did I, did I
Did I, did I

Intuituion. Feist.

Oh wow.

How my heart behaves.

Clarity

Thank you universe. I got some clarity and I did what I needed to do and now I feel better. Mostly.