I asked you for something that I really wanted a while a go. I was very confused when I asked for it because I knew that while getting it would potentially make me really happy it might make someone else unhappy. What I'd like to know is does someone else's unhappiness negate my request? I don't know the answer to that. Maybe I can phrase the question differently somehow... in order that everyone get what they need.
I would like clarity about how I feel. I would like clarity for the other people involved. I have written a letter pushing the issue out into the world. I can't ask for the thing that I wanted. But I can ask it what it wants of me.
That is the best I do.
Thank you for listening universe.